tomorrow i'm volunteering walking dogs at http://www.chicagocaninerescue.org/. you can do 1/2 hr time slots all day, which works for people who have jobs and have some spare time in the morning or late afternoon. or, if you're like me and have spare time between eating tv dinners and doodling. all the spare time in the world ahhhaaaaaahhaaa!!
yesterday i picked up a canvas to use for this future show
i loved the location. backside industrial buildings shitty sidewalks broken glass. also, i may be "featured" as an "artist" on an "indie" website/magazine. quotations. i use these terms half sarcastically/loosely. soon as the questions start i go blank. what/when/why do you draw? i dunno. what are your messages/goals? pardon? what do you wanna do with your life? nothin'.
i wanna be an apathetic loser slipping by for the rest of my days without doing anything to better the world or leave a legacy. that's not totally true. not sure what defines a loser but i sure as shit won't change the world if i tried. and leaving a legacy involves being incredibly powerful/radical/rich/different, of which none of these i currently am. or ever will be.
future volunteering i'll be doing or want to do includes pet-related, prison book or letter-related, children's hospital or nursing home-related.
future hobbies i'd like to pursue include boxing, fencing, religious studies, upping my spanish, watching every movie version of hamlet ever made, submerge myself waist-deep in mozart, learning to shoot a gun, fix a flat on my bike, how car engines work, administer cpr-
it goes on and on.
however, i do need to get a job, even a shitty part-time job making pizzas or something. it'll happen, just not today.
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