cannot sleep

Is it three am? And here I have to work tomorrow, er, today. In mere hours. Maybe it's because I've been sick for three days, drifting in and out of sleep for fifteen plus hours at a time, using no energy, maybe because I've had caffeine tonight, maybe because certain relationships are giving me more stress than I can bear. Three am, totally awake and I can't stop wanking over chris mccaughan. Keep reaching for the skies, my dear. You'll fall asleep soon. . .